just a scramble words

its been a long time since i posted the last one!!

so now i'm gonna talk about the new semester and what happen before

before, i have a nice maybe but tiring time as a committee in uni
esp. when i can tell them what to do just to get my signature haha!!

then, is it holiday for me? NOT AT ALL
its basically the time for me to go out from my apartment
and sleep at another place, i.e. my new house :D
i am very happy to have a new house but not happy at all during the prep time
what i've got from all the work to move to pluit?
well, just exhausted, bites from insects which makes my skin REALLY badlooking, ugh!!

yeah, thats the end of holiday for me then university starts again
the truth is i want another 2/3 days more just to relax a bit but what can i do

i am the ONLY girl in the class, well it doesnt matter because i've got no girl friends in is before
but things are different now, or rather my feelings are different now
that makes everything not as used to be but a little bit uneasy
buy fyi, the hurts in my hearts isnt just a little bit but its big enough but i managed it anyway
doubts are still unspoken, only told in hearts in silence and confusions

but today is 23th of september and its my bothers' girlfriend's bday
so it means that tomorrow issssss 24th september hahaha
its my my bday <3
well, nothing special about it but today is the last day i am beinng 17 hehe

i just hope that for the coming days i can be more mature, experienced and all that good stuff

i know that those wishes are only wishes, its just i have to make it come true! yeah
i hope i can manage it just as expected :)

well, this is everything that i have to say now
just want to fill in the blog hehe

see ya dont know when ;)